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| 03.30.04 (9:31 pm) [edit] |
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[b]well its been a struggle lately, my emotions are all over the place, my feelings are just a burden and no its not over a GUY!!! :shock: . The more I think about it the more I hate this place, dont take me wrong I like to be close to my family and all that ish, but at times ok most the time, Im very unhappy and if you've ever been unhappy you know how I be feeling. I havent set foot partying going on a month. This weekend ask me what I did, I stayed home and this past week has been an ocean of tears, I've literally cried myself to sleep. So much shyt creeps up and I feel like giving up sometimes. Honestly! My mom says she wants to go back to Phx and me and my dad are all for it, but then she says NO! what the hell... it really pisses me off, my dad says that if she dont wanna go in April, me and him will still go which is cool with me. We'll see. Next year seems so far from here, and time is crawling me past, its very irritating. I dont feel like talking to anyone or seeing or going no where. I feel like I need to drown in my own lil world in order to not make others around me unhappy, since I tend to send off my vibes to others. specially my mom. I'm lost im literally lost me , secure-so sure of myself and so walking tall.. yes Me im all lost and no cant no one help me find the way. ITs harder than it seems...just so much more!!![/b]
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| LALALALA |
| 03.29.04 (9:02 am) [edit] |
I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE FOR A WHILE NOW BUT HERE I AM AND I BE CHALLAN!...ANYWHO THIS PAST WEEKEND WAS JUST BLAH BLAH BLAH, PROBABLY ONE OF THE WORST AND WHY YOU MIGHT ASK...WELL I DUNNO I HAVE HAD A LOT ON MY MIND LATELY AND THERES JUST SO MUCH STRESSIN ME OUT. MY MOM WAS OR IS REALLY CONSIDERING MOVING BACK TO PHX, AND WELL MY DAD HE IS TOO!!! I TALKED TO A REAL ESTATE AGENT SUNDAY MORNIN, AND SHE'S GONNA BE LOOKIN FOR FLOOR PLANS AND ALL THAT BUT WE'LL SEE.
**MY MOMS B-DAY WAS FRIDAY ..YEAYA**................ UM TODAY IM AT SKOOL AND YES I WILL MAKE IT TO EVERY CLASS. LOL.... SLACKER ME MISSED CLASS FRIDAY. I HAVE A MATH TEST TODAY AND HOPE I DO GOOD. LETS SEE UM I TALKED TO SISKOE AND MPROPER..OK I TEXTED EM'.....SAME ISH! ANYWHO I NEED TO GO JOB HUNTING CUZ ONCE SUMER HITS I CANT WORK WHERE IM AT NOW, ITS OK THOUGH I'LL MANAGE.. OK WELL I GOTTA GO... CHECK THANGS OUT. MAD LOVE AND IM GONE!
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| sPRING tIME! |
| 03.22.04 (7:46 am) [edit] |
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SPRING BREAK IS OVER, AND IM BACK IN SCHOOL, NO MORE SLACKIN FOR ME, I DID ENOUGH OF THAT. WELL THROUGHOUT THIS PAST WEEK I DIDNT DO MUCH, STAYED HOME THATS ABOUT IT. LAST WEEKEND ME AND THE GIRLS WENT TO ODESSA, YES I ENDED UP GOING. WAS IT FUN? WELL IT WAS KOOL. ENOUGH SAID THERE. UM MY DAD IS TALKING ABOUT GOING TO PHX IN APRIL, BUT WHO KNOWS I KNOW NOT TO TAKE HIS WORDS TOO SERIOUS. MAY19 TITA GRADS!!! SO I'LL BE GOING DOWN JUST FOR THAT. THATS MY GIRL RIGHT THERE, MAH LIL STOOGE. WELL ANYWAYS I WORKED ON A NEW LAYOUT FOR MY SITE THE THING IS THAT IT DONT POST RIGHT, SO IMMA HAVE TO GO BACK AND REDO THE WHOLE THANG OVER. GO FIGURE. I TALKED TO RIC AGAIN, WHO KNEW THAT WOULD HAPPEN. THINGS ARE SUPPOSE TO BE BACK ON THE KOOL STATUZ. I WROTE MY REPORT TURNS OUT THAT THE FORMAT HERE AT SCHOOL DONT READ MY FONT WHICH MEANS I WORKED ON THAT LAST NIGHT FOR NOTHING, EHHH! I HAVE TO GO BACK AND RE FORMAT THAT SHYT. IM THINKIN ABOUT GETTIN A NEW PHONE, BUT WE'LL SEE. AFTER CLASS I NEED TO GO BUY ENVELOPES AND CAT FOOD. SPEAKING OF WHICH MY LIL CAT HAS A BAD LEG RIGHT NOW, POOR BABY! I GOT 20 MINUTES TILL CLASS STARTS BETTER GET ON TO DOING WHAT I NEEDS BEFORE I GO. CHECK BACK LATER. PEACE!
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| TUESDAY...AGAIN. LOL |
| 03.09.04 (7:35 am) [edit] |
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[b]LATELY I BEEN SLACKIN IT BIG TIME, I HAVENT GONE TO CLASS SINCE LAST MONDAY. DAMNNN THATS BAD. OH WELL. ANYWAYS... THIS SUNDAY WAS MY BROS B-DAY (12). IT WAS COOL, ALL MY FAMILY CAME OVER, WELL HALF OF THEM AND VAL AND STEPH. HE GOT SOME PRETTY NICE THINGS THAT PUNK. LOL. OH WELL IT WAS A LONGGGGGGGGGGG WEEKEND, KINDA MY CAR GOT HIT, SO YESTERDAY IT WAS A RUNNIN UP AND DOWN TO FIX THINGS. RIGHT NOW MY CAR IS IN THE SHOP AND FOR THE MEANTIME, I GOT ME A RENTAL. ITS HELLA NICE TOO 2004 ALTIMA. ITS THE TEMPORARY PIMP RIDE. LOL 8) .ME AND VAL WENT TO BARNES YESTERDAY, WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO WORK ON OUR REPORT :lol: BUT WE DIDNT. LOL ITS NOT OUR FAULT ITS OUR TEACHERS FAULT FOR CHANGING HIS MIND WITH SUCH SHORT NOTICE. WE'RE LEAVING FOR ODESSA THURSDAY, WE'LL SEE HOW THAT GOES. RIGHT NOW IM AT WORK THE ONLY PLACE I DONT MISS A DAY. UGHH WELL I GOTTA GO, I GOT A REPORT TO WORK ON. 3PGS.10PTFOINT,.NODOUBLE SPACING, THATS A MISSION!!! LOL PEACE![/b]
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| IM BORED! |
| 03.04.04 (12:50 pm) [edit] |
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[b]SITTIN HERE AT WORK, TALKING TO REACHEL'S DOUSCH BAG!! LOL..I KNOW THATS NOT HOW U SPELL IT BUT WHATEVER!!!!! YESTERDAY I DIDNT GO TO CLASS...EHHHHHHHH WHO CARES I CAN DO THAT. JERRY CAME OVER YESTERDAY, WE WATCHED SHREK. LOL. IT WAS COOL, HE'S MAH BUDDY! ANYWAYS IM BROKE...AS A JOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAYYYA. UM WHAT ELSE I DUNNO IM BORED AND ITS SOOO COLD, AND SOOO WINDY AND ITS UGLY. SOOO OK IM GONNA GO, RACHEL IS TELLING ME SOME VERY INTERESTING STORY ..YEA RIGHT OK BYE! [/b]
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| ITS MAAAAARCH! |
| 03.02.04 (8:20 am) [edit] |
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[b]OK SO ANOTHER MONTH IN, WOW WISH IT COULD BE FASTER. THIS SUNDAY IS MY LIL BROS B-DAY! YEYA! :P . SO ANYWAYS LATELY I BEEN FEELIN REALLY SICK, LIKE I BEEN GETTIN HORRBILE HEADACHES, BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP...THEY AWFUL. YESTERDAY ME AND VAL WENT TO THE PARK, LOL WE WERE FREEZING THOUGH LET ME TELL YOU. AND THEN LAST NITE I GOT A CALL OUT OF NO WHERE, BEEN OVER 2 WEEKS AND BAM! RING GOES THE PHONE, BUT I DIDNT ANSWER. NO EXLANATION IS NEEDED. RIGHT NOW IM AT WORK, ITS PRETTY COLD RIGHT NOW, OHHHHHHHHHHHH YEA I DYED MYHAIR, I LIKE IT, TIRED OF THE BLONDE, SOI WENT FOR A SOFTER LOOK, MORE IN THE LIGHT BROWN COLOR, ITS HARD TO DESCRIBE BUT IT LOOKS NICE. BUT IM GONNA HIGHLIGHT IT THOUGH, OR SHOULD I SAY IM THINKING ABOUT IT! ANYWAYS I GOT MY HIST. TEST BACK AND I GOT A "C" EH NOT BAD! WELL IM ON MY WAY I GOT OTHER THINGS TO[/b] TEND TO...LOL YEA RIGHT BUT IM STILL OUTEE!
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